Deflation~

19/8/09

oh my gosh. i'm soooo pissed man. i freaking typed a blog, had like a few hundred words alreadyy, and then my internet stuff up, and then i lose everything that i have typed. hoooow frustrating. gahh~ i feel tempted to swear so badly. but then i'll regret it later. so might as well not. GAH! POO! POFFLES~~ >.<

Currently, i'm supposed to be sleeping and you know.... or doing SRP, which i have laid out in front of me, but seeing as it's that hour, i can't be bothered. i shall recount again my wonderful day.... if you can call it thaaat... grr...

okay! today, i woke up late agian, and then nearly missed the train. again. boom. rhino was there, studying. it was boring as far as i can remember...got to school, and realised that i needed to see ms. osullivan when Louise reminded me. so THANKYOU~ louise. -huggies- found her. and she said that we needed to present today, and then we had to rush to the store room and get out equipment and get ready basically for the lesson. but it was alreadyy like 8.55am and so i had to rush to the maths room to give elena the PE presentation notes, and then rush madly up to the library!!~ -exhausted afterwards-

At the library, the Physics Olympiad ExaM, STARTED AT 9.10AM. I didn't realise that it was for such a long time; 2 hours and 15 minutes....-wacks head- so i sat there quietly working through the whole paper in that period of time. 10 multiple choice and 5 long answer questions. I didn't really get any of the questions unfortunately, and so just guessed and waffled on smartly in physical terms. how wonderful~ ^^ and sunny! how could you drop out of the exam?!? T-T even the year 11s found it hard. and so, i would have a much worse mark than them.
I only realised this morning that the NQE and stuff were like at university level, and i though that we were going to study it in year 11 and year 12. how disappointing. but since its university level physics, i think of course its going to be hard. GAHH! it was like...HARD!~

skipped recess; thus i was starving and my tummy was grumbling all through the lessons>> i barged into the history lesson when i finished the NQE and did whatever we did in history. and i sort of just drifted off to sleep. again. and apparently the PE went okay-ish~~ so hopefully that's good. SORRY to the PE people in my group, i wasn't there to help at all. sorry. i didn't realise the exam took that long. sorry.

At lunch, i straightaway went to year 10 accapella and we all sang 'too hot to samba' very exciting, except i was sooo hungry, i hadn't eaten anything.... .sad. Then it was science, did textbook work. tedious. but i learn stuff at least. AM and FM. Amplitude modulation and frequency modulation. kapow!~ awesome. i like this topic. i like WAVES~ i like PHYSICS~~ good topic. =]

Well... then I had commerce. drifted off unfortunately again. not until the last 5 minutes did i waie up fully. geeez. so dead man... see the time now is... 12.16 am. how crazy.
Saw Ruse people on the train, funny people, even luke was there. haha. he spiked his hair. awesome~ how asian-ish. LOL. today i had coaching. so i went to burwood.

Along the way i went to Breadtop and bought bread!~ YUMMY. i mean like... their bread is soooo nice.... *Kyaa* tastes so delicious. well at coaching, there were more people than usual. hurrah! not. english first; boring, i really don't like english. then corrections: just plainly corrections. Science we did revision again; chemistry and gravitational force and the history of science. why the bum do we need to know about the 'history' of science. GAHH~ DD= yeahh... then it was maths! hurrah! the teacher said i got 100% in the maths exam!~ and so i'm really happy happy. -clap clap- and so today, we started on Polynomials!~ how cool mann... so awesome and FUN and complicated and hard!~ i keep getting mistakes in working it out. jeebus. XDD

Got home at like 8.40pm. wow. did maths homework, attempted Geography. and failed. started on more SRP!~ i think i'm gonna soooo die tomorrow. blogging now. had a nice warm shower and nearly drowned... i'm damaging my body so much! ^^ I got minutely pissed at my parents and they too; vice versa, and thus they avoided my RICE question. POUF! now i have to wait.... -strangle-

I am currently so deflated... and all my energy is draining... and maybe even my happiness. and I hate my sister... soo annoying. now i'm in depression. my heart is aching~ [no. not because of love] far out. i'm so sad now. is it just me or am i like always like this at this time of morning?? yeah. probably just now. unless i'm perminantly damaged. woohoo~ =_="
I feel guilty.

Anyway... today, my boyfriend is my plushie turtle!~ *kawaii* i'm hungry. blah. soooo dead. dead. if i go insane, help me recover!~ or not. i have no idea what i'm talking about... ignore...
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~Kodomo_no_Omocha~ [manga read already; just then]

~i shall refrain~ you know how hard it is to?!
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