OMG.

dude. IT IS STRESS TIME. and to calm myself down, i watched luan legacy, maaan this guy can whine!!! and how the heck does he talk that fast man. its unbelievable, i don't know how a human can think that fast, he can just keep talking and talking.. at lightning speed man! OMG. and he's short. hahaha... well anyway. went tutoring this morning, and learnt some interesting geo stuff. circle geometry is generally baaad. and we did a test today, i couldnt't do the last question... tis a bit hard. haha. anyways came home, and i was so aggro, and so annoyed, that i dont' wanna do anything, and that i don't wanna do this 3U exam. man seriously. i'mma go smash a wall now or something. so yeah. i wasted my freaking time! how? by reading manga, by watching anime, by loitering around, by dancing to gangster music, by singing my lungs out, noooow i'm just poofed. seriouslly poofed. AND I FREAKING NEEDA FINISH MY ORAL. I AM FREAKING HALF WAY THROUGH!! GARHHGHAGHAGAHGA. ARGH i just wanna kill myself. but seriously though, nobody should even THINK of killing themselves, like in a serious manner. its bad for your soul, and why would you? 'life has so much more to offer' its so true. and as other people sayyy... 'death is easy, living is not' not in that way buuut you know. i can't wait till this finishes tomorrow. and i'm so gonna bludge tomorrow. and go home and finish my oral, and theeen... the next day, memorise my oral. DUHH CELIAAA. otherwise i am freaking dead. and i wanna get my freaking speech over with. cause. on friday, i'mma go watch show lo. LIKE OMG. SHOW LO. LUO ZHI XIANG. MYY AWESOME, HOT, BOYFRIEND!!. i wish. but you know. he's married. is he? last time i checked he was. har harr. ;D and i found these really good songs, which imma download after the exams. heehee ^^ currently, after watching all those luan videos, my conscience is talking like a black man, in a non-racist way. OH EM GEE. that guys voice is in my head. anywayyys.... i was reading the new online today. and saw that burma had an earthquake, and i immediately thought of tracey, so don't you feel loved honey? do you have relations there by any chance? well if you do, hope they're okay... and someone please come knock me dead. i'm stressed, my hearts stressed. and that's not good. i'mma get high cholesterol and die. and dying is not good. cause i wanna live! i'm pretty sure, deep down inside in my stomache somewhere, i am actually quite prepared for the exam, but if, just IF it is some relaly hard exam, like the year11 yearlies, where i fully blanked out, and just thought 'OMG I CAN'T DO THIS' then i'mma really gonna breakdown afterward. and heyy its not that big a deal, but this is gonna ruin my marks, not to mention my HSC... like OHEM GEE. CALM DOWN WOMAN. i have these periods where i just get fully hyped up. and then one minute later, i'm as calm as the calm belt in one piece. but still. OH EM FREAKING GEE. now bai.